挣扎


突然有一点伤感, 这感觉来得真不是时候
曾经不敢想象的过去只能住在回忆
我不想再去那个地方了,到处都是以前的影子
除非他重新装潢,到时我再考虑看看。
有一段记忆,一段感情,一个人
再也不想去碰,就让它停留在那里继续美好。
我们都记得非常清楚就好像昨天才刚发生
几度眼眶泛泪,别提了我会崩溃
因为我们已经非常遥远。

久未放晴的天空 依旧留着你的笑容
哭过 却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅 想念还在等待救援
我拉着线 复习你给的温柔
曝晒在一旁的寂寞 笑我给不起承诺
怎么会 怎么会 你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白 读着我给你的伤害
原谅不了我请你当作我已不在
我挣开双眼看着空白 忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖 我很快就离开

挣扎始终要搁浅。

so convenient

Domino's Pizza is another love~ Lazy to seek for another meal outside? It's another favourite choice of mine. wee! Big Hot Smoky Pizza arrive in front of me in less than 30 minutes, or else they will give you voucher for being late. Just few clicks online and *poff* dingdong~~ pizza's here! Yes, I always order online and pay them after they reach.

I can even track what are they doing to my FOOD! 

And free delivery too! Too bad, if there isn't any Domino's store around your place >.< just a quick update yo!

Never been this bored before. == I've got nothing better to do. 

爆肝

每天都很迟睡,哦不是我失眠只是一直在网上瞎逛去Youtube看一些无聊的短片才不知不觉搞到三四点才睡。生理时钟整个乱掉,生活作息好不健康。Okay, 前天晚上啃了一个热腾腾的Ramly Burger Special 加菜加Cheese , 真是美味可口又多汁! 兴兴奋奋地在十分钟之内把它吃完,很有满足感!

第二天早上醒来,哦我的天哪!我的喉咙已经不是我的了,比林火蔓延得还要迅速! 根据可靠的内幕消息,里面的火势已经进入了一发不可收拾的状态~

好的,有点夸张~ Hehe 这次的喉咙痛不是开玩笑的很够力痛!每吞一口水,脸上的表情就很抽搐一次。昨天还给我发个微微小烧 == 这是谋杀吗?





但愿所有生病的人都能明日康复~ haha

今年最后的一天

有一点伤感一点不舍 哈哈
又要有个新的开始了 又要面对不同的一群人
那种感觉像解脱兼陷入
解脱了课业上的烦躁却又陷入了人生的迷惘 
十八岁的最后一天就留给几个女人一起聊聊天
明年会怎样 大家一起期待吧! 可能会有艳遇 哈哈 XD
暂定三月才开学 科系心中自然有数 
其他的是阻力还是助力 交给上帝去安排吧~
老妹去了台北跨年,超酷的! 
这首歌是在唱我的情况吗? LOL 别闹了,萧敬腾! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

如果没有你

嘿~ 我真的好想你 
現在窗外面又開始下著雨 
眼睛乾乾的 有想哭的心情 
不知道你現在到底在哪裡 


嘿~我真的好想你 
太多的情緒 沒適當的表情 
最想說的話我該從何說起 
你是否也像我一樣在想你 


如果沒有你 沒有過去 我不會有傷心 
但是有如果 還是要你 
如果沒有你 我在哪裡 又有甚麼可惜 
反正一切來不及 反正沒有了自己  

嘿~ 我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡 

Christmas night

Was spent attending a not-so-close-actually-i-dono-them relative's wedding dinner. Okay, at least it's a family gathering. Kinda wasted my whole year load of expectation towards Christmas... HOHOHO what a wonderful one. People, please don't get marry during any festival == seriously it ruins my mood. By the way, somehow the police in our beloved country likes to have road block in the middle of the night during festive season like Christmas, Chinese New Year... because people tend to get drunk and drive under the influence of alcohol? Mysterious case LOL

Pictures quality are quite bad cause I took them by using my lappy's webcam, for convenience sake. 
My naked face. Wish I could sparkle like Edward Cullen, from Twilight XD when I'm under the sunlight. It's too beautiful to sparkle like that @@ 

Sky tonight is full of stars, twinkling and shining forever. We should shine like one of them, no matter it's day time or night still they are shining. It's the end of the year, it's time to do some REFLECTION and think about what have we done in this year, IMPROVE ourselves, every single one of us could be BETTER in our own ways.   
Wish you had a merry Christmas and a fruitful year ahead. 
Good night Santa!

Song of the day
Love is all that I need, and I found it there in your heart. It isn't too hard too see...

I wanna be forever 18 :( but I couldn't.